Life

Not much going on this week. Just your average week for only one thing. *Sigh*. I have a toothache. Seeing the dentist on Monday. Why always me?

I did finish these though:

Dreams

It’s a strange thing. Before when I wanted children all I could dream about is having children and dreaming about what they would be like. That’s pretty much all I dreamt about for years and years. Most of the time I dislike it because I would remember when I was younger and I would dream of things that weren’t real. Like being a superhero with powers and such of that nature. Like actually having fun in my dreams. Maybe being a vampire or whatever. Who knows. It’s not like I didn’t dream about other things but it was mostly that.

When we decided not to have children. Guess what? My dreams totally changed. I know dream of cool things. Things that can’t be real but I have dreams where I am having a lot of fun. I am one of those people who can remember dreams not all but most. I can also at the beginning of sleep control them. Not all the time but sometimes. Until I fall into a deep sleep and don’t remember anything. It’s pretty great and also my mood seems happier.

It wasn’t meant to be but for the better. It’s strange how one thing can be focused on so intently and so deeply. When it doesn’t happen it can be really sad. Trust I went through a lot of sadness about it.

I don’t feel that way anymore. I feel like I can enjoy life as is. I can enjoy the children already in my life. Like my niece and nephews. Then I can go home and enjoy my fur baby.

I am enjoying life now and I am happy.

Life

Jeff and I got our boosters on Tuesday. Jeff had a bit of fatigue. I got it bad. I had a lump in my throat Tuesday and Wednesday all day. Felt like throwing up. Felt very fatigued and that feeling you get when you are sick that you are not there. Had that all Wednesday. I was super tired too. I predicted I would because my second shot was the same. Now I am all better and I got to say it was worth it.

Been trying to try other coffee. To expand my taste. LOL! I want to try something different. I tried this from Costco. I was looking at reviews of the Costco coffees and this was the only one that had the best reviews.

WOW! This IS the best coffee from Costco. It does not punch you in the face coffee. I don’t like bold or medium even though this is medium. The taste is mild and very good. Will get it again.

Life

Not too much going on this week. Let’s see….

My back feels better. Now I am back to me. I started Keto again right on the first. It seems a bit easier this time. I think because I don’t leave the house as often. No temptations. I admit I am a little scared again of Covid. There is an outbreak in my town and Jeff had to work the whole week at home because of it. We are going to get our boosters next week.

I made this cross-stitch because I thought it was funny:

I mean yes to both. They are nuts and we are nuts. LOL!!