I have been so unmotivated to do anything for some reason. I am unsure why. I really want to write more, haven’t done that. I want to work out more, haven’t done that. Want to read more books, well books has been years of wanting to read more and haven’t. I hope I can find my motivation…

We are going to work on our office room. By the end of May we will have new flooring which finally. The carpet in that room is super gross. It was gross when we moved in and it still gross. That’s what I am happy about to get rid of that gross carpet.

Tattoo looking better. I was worried I would need more antibiotics but it starting to calm way down. Still a bit red but I think that’s just me. It’s has started the peeling process and so now I just leave it be which seems to be helping. This one was so strange because it hardly has no color in it as it is mostly outline. Yet, in flared up. That’s tattoos for you, never know what will be the outcome.

It’s sad our last tree died this winter. It was really shedding it’s bark and losing branches. We were worried that it would fall on the house. So we had to say goodbye. One of the main reasons why we bought this house because it looked like a house in the forest with over 20 trees in it and now they are all gone.

I got a skin infection on my tattoo. Just to show what that looks like:

I was so worried about it. I felt hot, it felt hot. It’s supposed to be in the itchy phase but wasn’t. Went to Urgent Care and got some antibiotics. Slowly healing now but still freaks me out a bit.

I had a great bday! I am now 43! I got my tattoo on my birthday:

It’s soooo cute! It didn’t hurt either. Not until Wed then it hurt. He kept saying really? It doesn’t hurt? lol!

Then we went to El Jefe it’s a new restaurant in our town. It was sooooo good!

The food was amazing! Had leftovers which is the best. All in all a great day!

Another week in paradise, just kidding. Another winter storm what’s new. Now America is in war, oh I am sorry conflict. Why? Ugh! I don’t understand the government and now I feel I know even less than before.

I still have to go the dentist to get my tooth adjusted again. I hate it!

But I am looking forward to Tuesday which is my bday. Getting another tattoo! I can’t wait!

Ugh!! Again my mouth. Ok, went to the dentist and had a biting issue. So, he shaved down my tooth. That helped but then biting hard again on the other side. Went back had it shaved down. That was good but now again on the other side. IT’S NEVER ENDING! Usually, I wouldn’t care so much if my mouth didn’t hurt because I am biting too hard on one side. WHY???!!! UGH!

OH my I have a tooth ache! For more than a week now! I couldn’t to see the dentist till today. I am not sure what is going to be done, I think it’s a cavity, I hope it’s that. Ugh, I can’t handle it anymore with the pain and the pills to take away the pain. Always gives me stomach ache when I take pain pills for too long. Stupid teeth!

Good news I have a little over 600 subs. I am happy for this. I’ll keep going on my YouTube.

Learning more crocheting squares. I tried this bubble heart. Granted this is my first try:

It’s not great but first try is ok. I will keep trying and I am making a Unicorn square too. We will see how it goes.

I have been learning new cross stitches for fun. This is what I learned so far:

These are not perfect, but they were my first try. I am pretty proud of myself for learning something new.

Finally feeling better. I was sick for so long! I still have a tiny cough but that’s ok. Jeff still has a nasty cough. However, he says he feels fine just the cough. Jeff and I started working out together. We really get the burn on. Nothing really else going on which I like, I like when there is nothing. Staying home and paying off debt.