April came over and stayed for a day. We watched Wicked 1 and 2 and Zooptopia 2 all great movies! I really liked Wicked one and two. The singing, dancing, the background and the story. It was all great! Zooptopia 2 was hilarious!
April hasn’t been to my house in 8 years. It was time she came over. We had a great time. Got coffee, and went thrifting. Can’t go wrong with thrifting! April spent some cash at the thrift store. It was fun to see her and had a great time.
I survived family fourth of July!
I saw Adam and now I am so sure. I do not love him or care what he says. I literally feel nothing, nothing at all when I see him. It’s an odd feeling to feel nothing towards a person, I grew up with and thought was going to be by best friend forever. Now nothing.
Told my aunt no more Thanksgivings either and she tried to make us feel bad. I didn’t. I didn’t care about it. However, Jeff said he felt bad and I asked why? You and I don’t want to go anyways, so why does it matter. But I do understand why he feels this way. Almost 20 years of going to Thanksgiving since we been together and all my life going as well. There are some feelings towards the holiday because of that.
Jeff brought his classic car to my parents house. The joy my uncle felt was amazing and worth bringing it. He had sooooo much fun! Jeff brought my Dad, Uncle Paul and Drew around the neighborhood. That was the highlight!
At night went to Jeff’s friend Jeff’s house and he blew up fireworks. It was so fun and loud but pretty. It was a great day. I found out many thing I needed to see and feel. Plus fireworks.
Happy 250 Birthday America! Wow can’t believe the nation is 250 that’s cool!
This Saturday going to the parents house and Adam is going to be there. He is moving in with them. Ugh! I noticed that when it comes to him, I have the attitude I don’t care. I try to pretend to care and ask a question about him but I really don’t care. It’s like seeing someone who was erased in my timeline and it was a relief. That’s all I think of when it comes to him. I thought I had love for him still but I feel literally nothing for him. The real test is when I see him, if I feel anything for him.
I am not sure if I will be able to attend fireworks this year. If it’s going to be hot as the weather says. I won’t be able to breathe outside. If it gets humid it feels like I can’t catch my breath. If it’s going to be that, I can’t be outside.
Tex will be 8 on Saturday! I can’t believe Tex is already 8. We got him his favorite cookies and a toy.