I have been thinking lately. It would be nice if someone asked me how I was doing. I am always the listener but rarely the listened to. It gets tiring after a while. That is just how I have been feeling lately. This also goes with why I don’t think I am an interesting person. Jeff said I am but he can be biased. lol!

I watched three scary movies in a row and that’s super rare. I also watched 2 fun movies as well. I have been wanting to watch something scary and just couldn’t find anything super scary. I finally watched Halloween Ends. Can that be the end? Ugh, those movies are so very stupid. But I can say I have watched all the Halloween movies. I watched on Netflix Choose or Die. It was scary but not super scary but fun! I also watched on Tubi Borely Rectory 2017. That was fun! It was live-action animation. I love that stuff! Then I watched on Tubi Hell House LLC trilogy really scared me. That’s rare to have three movies in a series that is equally scary and even more so scarier than the first. I thought Hell House LLC 2 was the scariest!

It will be okay. I will be okay with my stomach. I now have a fire to lose weight and get better. I know I can do it because I have done it before. Go me! I walked 2 miles this week and I am super proud of myself for doing so.

Sigh…..April is getting on my nerves again. It’s on and on forever, it seems. I have told her many times that this summer I am busy. That the one time we planned for her to be here was your last chance till maybe fall. She couldn’t come to see me because I had COVID earlier this year. She didn’t come because of her mother. She is 39 years old. She can make up her own mind. Her mother was afraid she would get it but that was several weeks after I had it and was all better. I am mad about it because she hasn’t been to my home since 2019. But I have driven there so MANY times and even helped her move. She can’t come to my house? Ugh! I am done with it.

Sometimes I just to the point that I am done with certain things. I have noticed lately as I have been thinking about my mortality for some reason. It’s a strange thing to explore. Which makes me just be done with certain things.

We celebrated the Fourth on the second at my Uncle’s house. I was surprised by how few people showed up. I saw my Uncle Dan he is doing well after his wife passed. It was nice to see everyone who was there….Well not everyone. I have decided I am done with my cousin Alice. I know, I know I have said that for years but this time I am done. I didn’t really even talk to her. It’s clear she doesn’t really want me in her life and that’s that.

I had to go to the hospital for a test for my acid reflux. It just has been bad since late last year. I was for sure thinking I had an ulcer. Well, not that. I do have acid reflux but it’s mild. I found out I have an incurable stomach issue. I have gastroparesis. Basically, my stomach can’t process certain foods easily. I had to fast to get this test done and hadn’t eaten anything for 12 hours. Cheese stuck in my stomach from eating that at noon the day before. I do have some of the symptoms that go along with that as well. So, I am unsure about going forward and what I will do for sure.

Tex turned 5! Can he stop aging now? He had a great bday! He got a dog cookie. My mom and dad got Tex a new toy! He is such a good boy! We love him very much.