Here I am again feeling mad about my family. I am tired of this. Ugh! FAMILY! We have a chat group of the siblings and I told Chrissy. I told her good luck getting money from Adam. As we are going in for parents gift every year. Then Chrissy said Adam you going in with the gift? Of course, Adam complains he has to pay rent and a high bill. I called him out because at this point I am done. We all have problems it’s called life. He complains so much and the others let him get away with it. I am done. This new year I am not holding back anymore. I am done with his shit or anyone else’s shit.

Something awesome. I am getting another tattoo. A lot smaller one. I am getting it Dec 26. Will share afterward. Excited!

You know me I LOVE coffee! Jeff made me this shelve:

I absolutely love it!

On Wed we went to Milwaukee to get Jeff’s transmission for his car. We always say going to Milwaukee is no big deal. But then we get there and we are like, I can’t wait to leave. There’s always so much traffic there and stop and go too. Also, the guy who he bought this piece from and the guy talked on and on about cars. It was cold outside too. Then we went home. We are funny like that. Lol!

To be completely honest I had a mental health breakdown on Tuesday. This is what happened. On Monday I had a dentist appointment to fix a filling. I was completely nervous! I haven’t been that nervous since I first went to that dentist. I was sweating and my hands were red. They get that way when I am super nervous. I was super worried about having a shot to the roof of my mouth. That hurts so much plus it’s sore for days afterwards for me. The fact that I had to say over and over I was very nervous got to me this time. Instead of a shot to the roof of the mouth, I got a shot in the upper part of my lip on the inside. Talk about so much hurt!! After numb I was fine but after the numbness went away it was days of hurt.

I felt so embarrassed about how nervous I was even though everyone else was like “It’s fine. We understand.” I don’t know, it really affected me this time. On Tuesday all I wanted to do was lay in bed for an extra hour. Couldn’t even do that because two idiots outside were being so loud. That I couldn’t just have peace. I broke down and had a good cry. Now I am all better.

Last Thursday was Thanksgiving. It was a different kind of Thanksgiving. We only stayed for 3 hours. Usually, we stay for 6 or more, depending on. We played a game with mom. We ate. Tell you what eating at Thanksgiving used to be so stuff can’t move. Now it’s so puny. Korrie my new cousin made the turkey and there wasn’t much there. It was so pathetic. I am glad to leave only after 3 hours. Not a lot of people talking to each other either because the Packer game was on.

I finished this cute penguin.