I am depressed. Ugh, it sucks so much. I am sad and upset.
On Monday I had a dental appointment with reg. dentist and Jeff had one at the same time. We had to get our cleaning done. WELL, I was so much in pain, I couldn’t stop crying. Jeff called ahead of time to let them know I was in so much pain. We get there and they take Jeff first then me. I was in tears because of my tooth which had the root canal on. I begged him to take it out and he refused.
In fact, he talked to me like a child. I HATE THAT! Why do doctors do that? It’s one of my pet peeves about doctors. I am not a child don’t speak to me like that. He did, the first time he did. We argued and I said what am I going to do? I am in a lot of pain!
He told me that I needed to see a neurologist because he couldn’t find anything wrong with it. I called a neurologist in my insurance plan and talked to this lady. She said it doesn’t sound like a neuro problem. WTF!!! That I would need a referral which I know my dentist will provide but ugh. So, I got in contact with the endodontics and he gave me pills to see if it was an infection.
The whole dentist thing I can’t stop thinking about it. How he treated me with no sympathy. All he did was numb me up again which was fine. He did give me some pain pills which didn’t help and antibiotics so he did help that way though I didn’t take the antibiotics because the endodontics gave me some to take. So, I have to see if I feel better. I get really depressing thoughts when I am in a lot of pain.
Monday and Tuesday all I did was cry. I was in pain and nothing I took helped. Except I found CBD works. Been taking that for the pain but down side it relaxes me. It makes me sleepy. I hope this works or otherwise I will have to see the neurologist. This could take more weeks and I have been in pain for 3 weeks already.
