To be completely honest I had a mental health breakdown on Tuesday. This is what happened. On Monday I had a dentist appointment to fix a filling. I was completely nervous! I haven’t been that nervous since I first went to that dentist. I was sweating and my hands were red. They get that way when I am super nervous. I was super worried about having a shot to the roof of my mouth. That hurts so much plus it’s sore for days afterwards for me. The fact that I had to say over and over I was very nervous got to me this time. Instead of a shot to the roof of the mouth, I got a shot in the upper part of my lip on the inside. Talk about so much hurt!! After numb I was fine but after the numbness went away it was days of hurt.

I felt so embarrassed about how nervous I was even though everyone else was like “It’s fine. We understand.” I don’t know, it really affected me this time. On Tuesday all I wanted to do was lay in bed for an extra hour. Couldn’t even do that because two idiots outside were being so loud. That I couldn’t just have peace. I broke down and had a good cry. Now I am all better.