So….Cringe! Seriously CRINGE!!!

Why cringe? Well, my mom said something super stupid to me the other day and it made me cringe. Also, it was really insensitive as well. I mean this is one of the stupidest and cringest things I have heard my mom say. And at this point, we all know my mom can say some really stupid things.

Here is the situation. We got an email from the adoption agency for a potential birth mom. I have been keeping my mom in the loop. Also, I know I haven’t really written in here about that. There hasn’t been anything to say about adoption yet. Anyway, after a long discussion between myself and Jeff, we felt this baby wasn’t right for us. Which is perfectly fine. That is one of the things the adoption agent says a lot. You feel this child is not for your family that is perfectly fine and you will know which one is good for your family, etc.

And she didn’t like that answer. Then she said, “Why can’t someone just give you a baby?” Like did you just say that?! REALLY? Was so cringy. First of all these women are making a really tough decision. They are the bravest women to do this for their child.

So hard to let that comment go even though I know she would deny saying it. Then begs the question do I keep telling her when new moms pop up or not…On the other side, she always askes non-stop when I say no nothing. Then she says you should be calling them and keep asking. Which by the way that isn’t how that works. April says I shouldn’t keep my mom in the loop and I agree with that. So I guess not tell her anymore. But then my conscience is saying keep telling her. UGH I hate you brain sometimes. I guess I will make a decision next time.

Let’s see what happened this week….

Saw on FB that my niece Bree now has blue hair. My mom commented on how she likes it. Yet my hair still get bad comments from my mom. Was mad when I saw it. The only reason I can think of that my mom hates my hair other than I have more hair than her. Is Chrissy got Bree’s hair done professionally. Was mad but it faded. Whatever.

My mom wants me and her to go kick sledding. Looks stupid and don’t really want to but will anyways. I have no idea why my mom thinks this would be fun. More on that later when we go do it.

It finally snowed and now it’s officially winter.

Yeah really nothing else going on right now.

So….I dyed my hair with Arctic Fox Wrath and it looks to me to be mermaid hair. Also, some of the pieces on the back of my head won’t take the color. SO….I have red/purple and washed out the purple in my hair. Gonna try again to dye those pieces but have a feeling it won’t take.

I have to decided what I am going to do. I absolutely loved my purple hair. I don’t like my mermaid hair. This the first transformation that I actually don’t like. I thought about it and decided I am going to bleach my hair again but not the roots. What I want to do is keep my natural hair coming in all the way and I know the bottom of my hair is damaged already. If it does fall out, I am actually okay with that. Going to try to keep my hair healthy as possible like doing hair masks and putting the coconut oil in. I also take biotin which really helps my hair. This way I can rock my purple hair again.

This Saturday get to see my parents. They are back from their vacation. They told us that WI is the worst state for not being cleanly which I believe it. We are going to go see the light show like we did last year. This year they have DINOSAURS!!! I freaking love dinosaurs.

Last Friday was an owie day! I was in the office petting Scotty. Of course Tex knew I was petting Scotty and ran from the living room to the office. I was just standing up and Tex ran full force into my leg. I fell down. It was the most pain I have been in a long time. I cried.

Tex felt bad he tried giving me kisses but I was in too much pain! I hurt my knee but what hurt the most is where he headbutted my leg. I have a huge bruise and it hurt to walk for some days. The muscles are all bruised too. It hurts to touch my leg.

For the whole day he was feeling guilty. Wouldn’t come by me and had his tail between his legs all day. I forgave and told him it was okay. I am okay. But for days afterwards he was being gentle around me. Like he was telling me he was sorry.

Now when he runs down the hall and he pumps the breaks to enter a room. He learned. But yeah so much pain for about three days. Now it still hurts to touch but I can walk normally.

Can’t be sad or mad at this face for too long! Look at that cute face! Awe he is a sensitive baby and I love him. Also, he got a new emoji blanket.

Not a whole lot going on. Seems to be a theme I think. I did do this cross stitch for Jeff. I think it’s fun and funny!

This was the fastest I have ever done in my life. I did this for eight hours straight. I know, I am crazy! But I watched a really good Netflix show the Queen’s Gambit.

You know I am working on another cross stitch. It’s the year of the cross stitch.

I am all better. Have no idea why I was sick of. Maybe change in weather? Allergies? That’s all I can think of.

Got two new cross stitch projects I am working on. When finish I will share. Both are for Jeff.

This coming Thursday is Thanksgiving. It’s super different this year. We are staying home and having our own Thanksgiving. We are of course going to watch Train, Planes and Automobiles but this year we are actually watching on Thanksgiving. Usually, we watch it before or after. We decided we are not going to have turkey. We both agreed we only eat it because it’s there. We decided to have meatloaf this year. Lol! Definitely a different Thanksgiving but it’s still will be good.

I’m sick but not with Covid. I don’t know what I have but just feel terrible. However, I do not have the symptoms that Covid is described. This is my third day being sick. I hope it passes soon.

I washed my hair for the first wash. Lol! I can see my dark roots which is cool but also my white strains. I actually like it, it came out as lighter on top but darker on the bottom. So far so good.