Life

You know I love new music or even new to me. I can’t stop listening to this rapper, Ubi. What I want to know why on Spotify he only about 20,000 listeners. He NEEDS way more listeners.

My favorite songs are in order: Lock Load Shoot, Read Em’ and Weep Gameshow, What if and Light ‘Em Up. I like the music videos too. He’s so good! He needs more fans. I am sure he is going to be famous. Just remember I pointed him out at only about 20,000 listeners on Spotify. LOL!

I wonder if he will ever come to Wisconsin….

This is the week of SNOW! I hate it! I shoveled so many times this week. PLEASE STOP! It always happens when you can see your driveway then it snows days upon days.

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I finally saw The Mandalorian. I have seen pics of baby Yoda but till have to see the show to understand the OMG cuteness! The show is fast past as well so easy to watched. Kinda insane I watched the whole thing on Saturday night. LOL!

Still dealing with my socket in my mouth. Sounds funny. I have come to the conclusion taking out teeth as I am getting older sucks even more. Just feel like more hurt as it is healing then I ever had before.

GO PACK GO! The Packers won their game on Sunday. Next week we face the 49ners. I just hope they don’t go back to their old ways and lose. The Packers seemed hyped this game and hope they can feel that way next week. If so we go to the Superbowl!

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Since this is the year of doing. I am going to get an implant this year. Had to get a consultation again for insurance. When I met the surgeon it was funny! He came in and said “Are you human?” I looked at him like what? He said in all the years he has been doing this he has never seen such a good jaw bone before. ROFL! He said since the last time I saw them has been some years. Over that time the jaw usually deteriorates but mine hadn’t. He said I have a great jaw bone. I thought that was funny! Now waiting for insurance so I can get my implant.

The day after seeing the surgeon it was time to take out my tooth. I have been waiting since last year. Lol! Like 2 an half weeks. I was nervous because I was telling Jeff the night before how they take out a tooth. That freaked me out because I always forget the sounds it makes when the dentist takes out a tooth. It’s creepy sounding. I told her that too she laughed! She said she has never heard that from anyone.

I was nervous though and they take your blood pressure before taking the tooth out and it was high. I tried really hard to breath and calm down. It was still high but they were able to do it. It wasn’t as high when they first check.

WHAT?! It was the easiest tooth I have ever pulled and the cleanest too. It all came out as a whole piece. Even my dentist said usually crowns shatter but mine didn’t. It was a tooth that had a root canal. Come on you know me by now. Even root canal teeth for me hurt and badly too. That’s why I am never getting a root canal done ever again.

Anyways I didn’t even bleed a lot and I am a bleeder. I saw the tooth it was strange looking. Looked like a squid. LOL! I asked my dentist if I could take it home and she said no she legally couldn’t but I just wanted to see it. So they let me look at it. The reason being it’s bio material, makes sense.

I asked Jeff the tooth fairy comes to adults just to be silly. I said instead of money I would like a coffee from a place which is Dunkin’. He just laughed but I told him I was serious. I really thought he wouldn’t play a long but I was wrong.

The tooth fairy gave me a coupon for a free coffee! ROFL! Under my pillow the next day I found it. OMG! How silly!

Happy New Year

I can’t believe it’s going to be 2020! WHOOOO! Happy New Year!

Let’s do a rewind reflection of 2019.

In March Jeff and I started the process of adoption. It had mostly good things but some bad things. The bad things were my mom not really wanting me to go and adopt. But that was just too bad. This is the route I want to do. Hopefully 2020 we will have a child.

Also wow it’s a process for sure! But the end result it will be awesome! Finally my mom came around the idea. Now everyone is happy to have an adopted child in the family. On top of that I didn’t really care if she liked it or not. It’s our decision and that’s final. Oh I can’t wait to see our new family member.

Speaking of family members, Tex. Who we spent a lot of money and time on him. There for sure where ups and downs having a puppy. However I can’t imagine not having Tex around. He is for sure a mama’s boy. Lol!

He has a personality like I have never seen. He loves balls, blankets and bones. Lol! He shows and carries around his blankets everyday. The ball is his favorite toy. He LOVES giving kisses even when you don’t want kisses. He is a truly a silly dog. I can’t believe next year he will already be 2.

I ripped up almost all the carpet in our house because it was stinky! Next year it will be replaced.

Came to the conclusion that nobody really appreciate handmade gifts like they use too. Except for some select people. Jeff and I agree no more handmade gifts for family since they don’t appreciate the time and effort to make them.

New Year resolutions: Continue losing weight. Jeff and I have been doing awesome. I lost 24 pounds and Jeff lost 80! We want to look like different people next year end. We are on our way.

I am going to work on myself. I am always a working process. I am going to try not procrastinate so much. It’s a really bad habit to have and this year was the worst. So in 2020 I am going to be the person who says “I’ll do it tomorrow.” To “I will do it right now or today.”

I think 2020 will be the year of growing more on the inside out. Becoming more of a mature adult. ( I said that?!) Lol! Going to try to make it a great year.

Life

Got all the gifts for Xmas done except Jeff is still working on Drew’s. He is almost done though.

April came over on Monday Dec 16 and stayed till the 17. It was fun to see her and we exchanged presents. She got me Toy Story 4 and Lion King DVD’S. Yay! I love both of those! I also got some DMC and a cross stitch that says “I can’t adult today”. LOL! Love it!

Ugh! I have a tooth that hurts a lot and guess what? It’s a tooth that has a root canal done on it. WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN TO ME?! So I decided to have it pulled but can’t till Jan 7 because everyone is all booked up. The dentist gave me some medicine and I have to take OTC pain pills till then. Too bad I want it out!

Today we are going to pick up Adam from the airport. I can’t wait to see him!

Friday I am going to get my hair done for Xmas. Get to see Miss Lori. Then we are going to hang out with the in-laws.

Vacation!

It was so nice to get away! We went to Myrtle Beach South Carolina. It was actually sunny and warm. We stayed for three days but the journey began before that.

We drove through Dayton Ohio and went to the National Air Force Museum. It was free! That’s the part that amazes me. It took us over four hours to go through the whole museum. It was fun.

I went through this airplane. It was so tiny inside! If I didn’t lose weight there would be no way I would fit to go through that airplane.

Then we got to Myrtle Beach after that. Met up with my sister in law Dawn and family. Unfortunately her husband was sick and couldn’t go on the adventures with us.

We went to this board walk and look what we saw!

The Simpson’s store was so cool! The music was all Simpson’s too. They were playing the Bartman. LOL! Blast from the past. I grew up watching the Simpson’s and I still watch it.

Here is a funny pic of Jeff and I:

Then we went to a wax museum. It was so much fun! They had a lot props you could wear and pose with the statues.

The beach was cool to see!

Too bad we had to come home. Because on Saturday winter came.

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It’s that time of year again to be crapped on. YAY! Yeah I am a bit mad right now. The thing is I shouldn’t be but I am. That’s the hard part. I shouldn’t, I should let it go because it is what it is. But I can’t help it being mad at my siblings once more because tis the season.

Ah yes that time again to talk about Christmas gifts. Everything was going so well too. We all decided to go all in for parents gifts. I like that idea. What I don’t like as now everyone saying don’t buy my kids gifts and us too.

WELL WTF?!

This is what makes me mad because we already got all the kids gifts. Plus I made everyone a cross stitch picture. I am mad because I didn’t have to waste my time on that. And Jeff is making that cool sign for Drew. All that time and money but mostly time. So yeah I am MAD! They could have let us know ahead of time. Well just too DAMN bad they are getting Christmas presents and they shove them where the sun don’t shine for all I care. And I know I shouldn’t be angry but I am.

Seems like every year it’s like this and I should’ve of know by now. But it feels like being punished for having a big heart. Ugh! Damn you feelings.

(Taking a deep breath and letting it out slowly)

Last Saturday we went to our last adoption training. YAY!

We had to go to Milwaukee for our last training and sit with two other couples for 8 hours. It was a long day. However every one was nice. We have one more thing to do now. We have to make a scrapbook on ourselves so the birth mom’s can look at it and hopefully choose us.

I am excited we are almost done with the first process of adoption! YAY!

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Woweee! Truly!

I have decided the post office in my town are run by children. Here’s the deal last Wednesday we got an Amazon package. I opened it and realized it wasn’t addressed to us. But I accidentally opened it. It was cute soft panda bear stuff animal. I tapped it back up and left it outside hoping the mailman would come back. He didn’t.

So that night we contacted Amazon on what to do with the package and they told us to keep it. Their policy is to just send another package again.

However that Saturday our mailman came to door and gave me a lecture and practically was yelling at me that it was my fault I don’t have the package anymore. Even though he was the one who left the package to the wrong address and never came back for it. How was that my fault? He acted like a child that was throwing a hissy fit. I thought that was the end of it.

But oh no….

We got a letter in the mail stating if we didn’t contact the post office that we were going to get a visit from the Post Master Inspector. WTF! Really WTF?!

So I had Jeff call because he takes no shit from no one. Also he sounds intimidating on the phone when he wants too. Jeff told the Post Master what happened told him that he contacted Amazon and even provided the transcript to him. What the Post Master said was “Why didn’t you call the post office?” He told him he contacted the shipper. Wouldn’t you? The Post Master didn’t really say anything. I hope that is it. Jeff also told him that the mailman wasn’t too kind to me.

I hope that is the end of that. But really what a bunch of children. Our mailman can’t even talk to me like an adult to resolve the problem. He doesn’t have to like me but he could treat me with respect like I do to him. I really don’t like him at all but I don’t act like it.

On Tuesday I went to see Doctor Sleep by myself. I really, really liked this movie! It answers a lot of questions I had about the Shinning. Also Ewan Mcgregor is an amazing actor, I think. I would recommend this movie to people if they love the Shinning. It’s not scary I would say more like eerie but awesome at the same time.

On this Wednesday I had to go the dentist. We got a new dentist because our dentist retired. I have to say the new dentist is nice. However this is a ha ha ha thing. Our new dentist is a female dentist. I have to say it’s the first time in my life to have a female dentist which I was thinking wow! All this time I haven’t had a female dentist. Surgeons are different. Anyways ha ha ha moment. So our new dentist has big boobs. LOL! I don’t know how to say it but when I look up at her in the chair, I can’t really see her eyes just her breast in front of my face. Sometimes when she bends down uh yeah boobs near the face. I am not offended it’s just funny! What can one do?! LOL!

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This week is chill week before crazy week!

Next week a lot of things are going on. I finally get my tooth fixed. Been waiting for almost 2 months. Getting a new crown. I am also if the weather is good go see Doctor Sleep. I can’t wait! It snowed and it’s now winter as it doesn’t melt.

Also next weekend we go for our final adoption training. Finally we will be done with all of that training. Then all we have to do is make a adoption scrapbook so birth mom’s can look at and hopefully one will choose us.

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Last Sunday till Monday October 27 and 28, I was asked to babysit my niece and nephew. I was okay with that but didn’t think of school. I have never gotten kids ready for school. I have babysat in my life but I have never babysat kids that were older. When I was teenager I babysat for little kids or babies.

I was relieving Corey who had been there for two days. But he has an advantage he has Crayne to entertain the other kids. I have just me. As soon as I get there Crayne had a melt down. So fun…(being sarcastic).

After they left Drew right away is like “Can I go play with friends down the street.” Yeah I let him go. I thought he was going to be gone for hours but he came back in 30 minutes. LOL!

Then he came back and called my mom (Nana). He asked if they can go see a movie. I didn’t care. So dad came and picked up Drew and I snuck in “So coming back to take out for dinner?” He said fine. Yay!

Bree and I played Roblock which is a game on the Ipad. I am really glad I brought my Ipad so we could played a lot! Then we started to watch the movie The Princess Switch on Netflix. Wasn’t sure if I would like it but I did! In fact I watched it twice. Once with Bree and once with April. It’s a cute story and really well done. I was surprised.

Dad came back then took us out to eat. They only fought once. That was really nice of my parents to take us out too. When we got home I got bribed to have them go to bed at 9:30. Supposed to go to bed at 8:30. I know bad Aunt. (Oh well!) We made a deal can go to bed at 9:30 if they get up for school and no fights. They agreed but I figured they would give me trouble.

Guess what?

They didn’t! And only one fight before school. But that wasn’t too bad. Got them both on their buses just fine. I was so surprised that happened!

Jeff had the day off so we had to drop off one of the cars at a place where they tint windows. Then we went to see Zombieland Double Tap. It was silly and I like it!

Then home to see our fur babies. Oh wow Tex was so excited I was home. Of course Scotty was too but Tex is still puppy like so he was like all over the place. Too funny.