Monday was my bday! I am 42. Jeff and I went to eat Mexican food, then I had Dunkin coffee and we went shopping. It was fun!

My sister in law gave me a gift card for Dunkin. Which she has never had done that before. I guess that visit did something. Very grateful. On top of that April bought me a kindle book called :The Stranger Upstairs. It’s a ghost story. That was super nice of her! Then I got money from my parents. Who doesn’t like money! All in all I had a great birthday.

Where’s spring? It was nice and all the snow melted then it snowed and now we have snow again.

Been having trouble with my sleeping machine mask. It’s sort of frustrating. Thankfully everyone has been helpful and trying to help me trying to find the best mask for me. What sucks is I only have 30 days to do so. Been struggling with sleep with that.

Oh my mom said Adam lost his job. She told me to write him a message to say I am sorry you lost your job. I refused. If he wanted me to know he would have told me. My mom tells me he’s still my brother. True but not a close one, not anymore. I don’t want someone like him in my life right now. Maybe if he grows up and wants to reconnect but now no. Oh well.

Other than that nothing else going on.

I can’t believe it! My YouTube channel has been gaining subs. I am happy! I went from 4 to 44! Just in the matter of a couple of weeks! I have been review all Elvis movies and it has brought some people to my channel. Crazy! Finding people who love old movies too is neat!

My night sleeping hasn’t been the best. I wake up tired then I am tired all day. It really sucks. I got my cpap machine and I am allergic to the mask. Right now I am on the 3rd option to see if my face doesn’t react to it. First the silicone gave me a wound on my face. Then the foam option gave me a break out on the other side of my face. Now I am going with what they call the snuggie. It a different material that will go around the piece the goes around my nose to see how that works. If that doesn’t work then I am going to try a full mask on my face. If that doesn’t work I am done. I hope it works because I got the best sleep when it works.

I finished another stocking. I don’t know who is getting this one but it’s done.

This took a bit because I wanted to add my flare to it. On to the next stocking.

It’s official my brother Adam has cut me out of his life. I honestly was waiting for it. It’s all on him and now our relationship is non existent. I don’t why this is in my mind. I shouldn’t care and I don’t but I do at the same time. (Shrugs) Oh well.

I dyed my hair blue. In real like it’s more blue purple. It’s the new Artic Fox color Caitlyn. I love it!

Tuesday was fun….not really. It was -14F. I had an appointment but for reals couldn’t start the car! I have never missed an appointment in my adult life before. First time. I had call quickly to reschedule and I am happy they let me because it was in like 10 minutes before my appointment would have started. Usually they don’t let you and you are charged for it.

On Friday is my dad’s 70th birthday! Crazy to think my dad is 70. Happy birthday dad!

It’s the new year again. Jeff got sick then I got sick. However it was a little cold for me. I was well in 4 days.

I am back on the weight loss band wagon again. I gained some weight during vacation and then I wasn’t good till Jan 1. So far so good. I have been sticking to the plain. Again I will try to read more books this year. I did pretty good last year. I would like to do more writing as well. I also want to be better for my youtube channel. I want to release more videos.

This weekend I am changing my hair color again. I will put my new color next post.

I dyed my hair neon green. I am not sure, I like it because it’s different but think I look better in dark hair at the same time. I didn’t have to spend any money to dye my hair as I already had everything. That’s a plus!

Taking a pic with Tex was hard! He was so hyper and wanted to play. But still got some pics. Lol! Silly!

We are celebrating Christmas this Saturday with my parents. I have to say I am still mad about them going to Florida for Christmas. All my life my mom would never let us celebrate Christmas night with anyone else. We HAD to go there for Christmas night. Now, she gets to leave? I think that is so unfair.

It will be nice just us and them to celebrate. However, it’s hard to think of all the Christmas nights we had to work around because we HAD to be at my parents. It would have been cool to see Jeff’s parents for one of the Christmas nights. Now that can’t ever happened because of Jeff’s mom not being here anymore. I can’t stop thinking of that. Just sucks.

I am grateful they are still here that we can still see them and celebrate with them.

Adam came for a visit, and Tex and he finally became friends! It took some years, lol! It was fun that he stayed the night. We talked and laughed. I have to get that friendship before it leaves again. That is how it is when it comes to Adam.

I was upset with the siblings. No one wanted to make popcorn balls because no one could eat them. That wasn’t the point. The point was to spend time with each other and have fun. So, Dad, Jeff, Adam, and I made them anyway. It was so much FUN!

We got to hang out with Cutie Tank!

Jeff always takes great pics!

Took a cute video of Tex:

I have been asking Tex to take out his clean blankets for years, and finally, he did! He can get his clean toys but not his blankets. I was so happy he finally got them!

We did pumpkins:

Jeff did middle scary pumpkin! He did such a good job!