Lots of things to hit me with my mental health. The first thing is I really wanted to go on that shot to lose weight and insurance wants to fight it. So, unsure if I would be able to get it.

Second, Adam asked for $700 dollars but not just me all the siblings and their spouses. Oh woes me bullshit. I left the chat. Then he said really nasty shit to me and told me we are not siblings anymore. That he is going to block me on all socials and delete all pics of me and him. He did in fact unfriend me on FB. So, I blocked him on everything. Phone number, Instagram and my YouTube channel. I DO NOT want him in my life. It hurt he said this just because I didn’t want to give him money which I don’t have. I think he is going to regret this decision because he can’t come back in my life for a very, very long time if ever.

After hearing that, I got stung by a wasp in my middle finger. Which everything just in today Friday, I cried a lot! I was in pain, mentally and physically.

I know it will get better. I have to work on my mental health, it’s struggle sometimes but I know I can. Also, my finger hurts.

Celebrated my mom’s 70 birthday again last Saturday.

My sister made up stupid games to win prizes and I played and won no prizes. I have no idea why we can’t just hang out and chit chat without Chrissy bringing up games to play. She loves all those interactive games too. Ugh! Other than that I think my mom had a good time.

Jeff and I celebrated 18 years of marriage on September 15! Jeff got me this mug. I am in love with it! So cute! We went out and ate steak. Yum!

Wed Aug 27 was Jeff’s birthday! I can’t believe it, he turned 49. I remember when we were dating that we celebrated his 30th birthday! Time really goes by fast as one grows older. We had Stucc’s Pizza and cheese cake from….get this New York! Yeah Jeff ordered from NY. Which I find funny because his mom would always say this story where Jeff ordered cheese cake from NY. Here he did it again. LOL!!! It was really good though.

Happy birthday Jeff, love you!

Last Thursday was Thanksgiving and it was interesting. I am going to talk about my cousin Korrie. Found out she is the same age as me. Which would mean you would think that she would have some manners, that is not so.

She is one of those people where it’s all about me, me and me. Which normally I am fine with, more about you is better than about me. However, when they are rude! I am not okay with that. First, she made lemon cheesecake which was fine, it was huge!

My Aunt Judy has been going through a hard time. She is 83 years old. Her husband (Uncle John) who is also 83 years old had a health scare that lead him to be in the ICU for some days. He had to get a pace maker put in they day before Thanksgiving. I was surprised to see Aunt Judy at Thanksgiving. She looked really tired which is understandable! So, I was sitting at the table with Korrie, my mom, Aunt Judy, Jeff and my Aunt JoAnne. Aunt Judy asked what is this wet stuff? Korrie replies “It is curd you dork!” That was appalling to me. I couldn’t believe she said that to her. That was very disrespectful. Aunt Judy brought that up all day and Korrie was super flustered which is good because WTF Korrie!

Also, Korrie has 4 kids from 4 different me. She was cleaning the table and we were talking about her kids. My mom said “I had to raise 2 kids by myself for a while. It was hard.” Which Korrie replies I had to raise 4 kids all by myself with no help.” I didn’t know it was a contest. My mom gave the look like whatever. The way she says things isn’t right.

Then! Then! I was talking to my mom about her puppy Tank and I was talking about Tex. She had to butt in to talk about her Maine coon cats who she is breeding. Tell us about her first litter on and on. Telling us she loves cats more than dogs. Which is totally fine! But my mom and I were talking about our dogs not your cats. She really can’t read the room for sure. Some people really can’t.

Nail in the coffin as they say. Talking how she is going to school for paramedic fire fighter. Which is a amazing but how about just say how you are doing instead of bragging about it. Read the room Korrie! On and on about school and how hard it is in her 40’s to this or that.

Funny, I was just telling Jeff I rarely don’t tune people out and think of other things. But there has been times where I would think of other things, mostly what movie I want to see later or I will think about what Tex is doing right now. Jeff said he is the same! It’s rare but does happen to him too. When Korrie was speaking, I admit I totally stopped listening and was thinking how rude this person is.

That was Thanksgiving. The food was good. It was good to see Aunt Judy.

Tank came for a visit and my parents of course.

Tex wasn’t too sure about Tank. At one point Tank bit Tex’s ear and it scared him! Tex ran over to me for protection. After that Tex stayed away while Tank looked around the house.

It was okay after that. Tex hung out with my dad and Jeff. I will have to say this was better than Yoda. If Tex and Tank were together again, it would be okay.

I saw my parent’s puppy!

His name is Tank and he is 11 weeks old. We went to see him on Wednesday. He is just the best! He loves attention. Instead of walking places, he hops everywhere. It was so fun to see something so small.

He sleeps upside down! Look at that white stripe belly! So cute!

I wore him out playing with him. He doesn’t make a whole of noise either. It was fun seeing him.

Saw April in her home. She is looking good. Her cat Sage is super happy she is home. I am happy for her. Going to have her charity event on July 27. Thanks to Chrissy. I hope it’s not a million degrees outside. Been absolutely hot out!

I am planning my sleeve tattoo!! I have consultations in Oct. I am going to get to half-sleeve lower of steampunk. I am super excited it’s going to be my right arm.

It’s my bday on Sunday! I will be 41. Wow!

On Friday going to see Chrissy and family. Then on Saturday going to see the in-laws for family bdays. Sunday is my bday and I am doing nothing.

Bad news I have a tooth that hurts but the tooth is healthy. So, I have to see another dentist to have tests done if it’s a nerve thing instead of the actual tooth. I have a severe headache that goes into my eye. All that helps a bit is Excedrin. I hope they can help me. I can’t with this headache. That’s Tuesday and hoping it’s a solution.

Last week I was so sick! Jeff gave me his cold. Ugh, I am not having a good beginning of the year. I am all better. But jeez!

I am excited for the rest of the week though. Time to have some fun.

Here I am again feeling mad about my family. I am tired of this. Ugh! FAMILY! We have a chat group of the siblings and I told Chrissy. I told her good luck getting money from Adam. As we are going in for parents gift every year. Then Chrissy said Adam you going in with the gift? Of course, Adam complains he has to pay rent and a high bill. I called him out because at this point I am done. We all have problems it’s called life. He complains so much and the others let him get away with it. I am done. This new year I am not holding back anymore. I am done with his shit or anyone else’s shit.

Something awesome. I am getting another tattoo. A lot smaller one. I am getting it Dec 26. Will share afterward. Excited!

Last Thursday was Thanksgiving. It was a different kind of Thanksgiving. We only stayed for 3 hours. Usually, we stay for 6 or more, depending on. We played a game with mom. We ate. Tell you what eating at Thanksgiving used to be so stuff can’t move. Now it’s so puny. Korrie my new cousin made the turkey and there wasn’t much there. It was so pathetic. I am glad to leave only after 3 hours. Not a lot of people talking to each other either because the Packer game was on.

I finished this cute penguin.