I didn’t really know what to write for this week until Thursday night. *sigh* So, it’s Adam again….Kaela Adam’s BFF messaged me saying Adam was going to commit suicide. She told him that she would call his parents. He got mad and yelled at her. Told her to leave and she did. Then she messaged me about what was going on. *sigh*

I called mom and told her what was going on. She told me to tell Kaela to call the cops and ask them to do a welfare check. She did that and the cops were out there. I called him no answer. I decided to get my sister to call him and she did. Wouldn’t answer.

Here is the thing. Since I was a teen this has been going on. He threatens to commit suicide but never does it. Sounds bad but the parents and I are sick of his woes me attitude and not helping himself. We all tried over and over helping him and he’s 38 now. He needs to help himself.

He did call me to say he was sorry. I told him to go to the hospital and check yourself in. He has done it before so I know he can do it. I made him promise me to go check himself in. He said he promised and he will do it on Friday. I don’t if he did or what else is going on.

Just have to wait and see what happens next.

Life

I bought my first CBD product. Since last year I don’t know why but my anxiety has been a lot worse than it has been in years. I always have anxiety but thought it wasn’t as bad as I like to admit. It’s bad. We have a place here to buy it and I was surprised. I went last Saturday and got some gummies. I wasn’t sure how it would make me feel and I have to say they worked! I was not anxious going to the dentist this week. However I think next time I will get oil. The gummies taste like medicine trying to be cover up with gummies.

I finished that diamond painting owl finally. This one was tough.

Life

 

Tuesday I went to Optivision in Green Bay for my consultation for Lasik. I am a candidate for it! I am excited! I will never be excited for surgery again, I think. Ha! Anyways I thought for sure they would have me fill out paper and ask me a bunch a questions like they do when going to the doctors. Nope. Just why I want Lasik and did some test on my eyes.  Everything is going to happen in February. February 6 is when it starts. They will do a full exam and dilate my eyes. February 16 is my surgery and the day after is a follow up. I can’t wait!

Also on Tuesday after my appointment we went to Dunkin Donuts got some donuts and coffee for the parents. Then headed to my parents house. Wow they did a great job on decorating their new house. Check out this painting my mom found. I love it.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

This pic doesn’t do it justice but the there is actual fabric sticking out of the dress. It’s so cool!

We took dad and mom out dinner. It was nice to be able to do that and celebrate dad’s birthday.