April and I made up. I was pretty upset just because I was scared something awful happened to her. But we are good now.

I went to see a TMJ specialist. I was worried because the reviews for this place were terrible. It didn’t help that the nurse to help me had zero personality which made me even more nervous about it. However! The doctor was amazing! He had a great personality and absolutely knew what he was talking about. Also, he told me he would not give up on me and would find the answer to why I was in so much pain.

I was getting depressed about my mouth. I had gone to the dentist 3 times this month alone. The dentist keeps saying nothing is wrong with my teeth, but why do they hurt? No one knows the answer to this question. I can’t have them pulled so what do I do? I was crushed on Monday because the dentist said that. Finally, he said why don’t you see a TMJ specialist maybe they can help you. I was crushed also because they couldn’t get me in till August. Until a cancelation and I got to see him on Thursday.

I will see him again in August for an in-depth X-ray. They can look at the muscles in my jaw! That’s cool! I want answers to why my jaw hurts, why my teeth hurt, and how to fix it. I feel like he can really help me. I am happy for that!

I am on a path of finding myself and it’s beautiful! I decided to go on a spiritual journey. I am finding I am worth more than I give myself credit for. I am starting to understand more about my surroundings and how I project myself. I feel this is the way to go. For years I have been trying to figure out God in my life. I believe in God but I don’t feel any kind of religion. This makes me feel good and I am trying meditation. Taking one day at one time.

I got an implant last week Thursday. It was crazy! It bled so much. It was swollen for 4 days. I don’t remember any other dental implants that were that swollen for days like this one. The stitches like always were bothering me. I am glad to have them out.

FINALLY! Finally, the truck has sold. Jeff met and negotiate with a ton of people for the truck. A young man came and looked at it. Then it was sold just like that. Jeff said he was a nice young man. He said this is what he had been looking for. So that was great! Now Jeff can stop being a butt. Lol! He was really stressing over the Silverado.

I finished this for Halloween. This one took FOREVER! It’s a list video. I can’t believe I watched all these movies!

Saturday is not only July 4 Independence Day, it’s Tex’s birthday. He is going to be 2!

Saturday will be the first time this year where Jeff and I are going to a family get together. We will see how that goes. I have heard some of my aunts are nervous coming. Anyways it will good to see them. No need for hugging. I think it will be fun.

We have been trying to sell our Durango since last year. It has happened! We said goodbye to our Durango on June 12.

The couple who came over and looked at it. They tried to strike a deal for a lot lower than we wanted. They came back almost 3 weeks later and said they would take it for what we were asking for it. Yay!

It took almost a week for the bank to clear everything and on June 12 at 11:30 at night they came and got it. Why they had to get it on Friday instead of Saturday. Maybe because the wife really wanted it since it was to be her car. She was excited to finally get it.

I have mix feelings. I am happy because we are closer to getting out of debt. But sad because it was a good car. However it did need work and there was some rust starting. It was fun to drive though.

I forgot to say on January 4. I was petting Tex and he was sitting on my foot like he always does. Then he saw Jeff pull into the driveway and got all excited like he always does. Except this time he used my foot as a launching pad to jump into the air and I heard crunch!

It hurt so badly! I thought for a couple days that he broke my little toe on my right foot. But after a few days I came to the conclusion it was two toes he broke. My two last toes on my right foot. I have been dealing with that. Nothing I can do really. Can’t go to the doctor because they don’t do anything for toes unless it’s the big one. I have been putting it up at night and taking painkillers. That’s all I can do till they heal.

On Friday the 11th. Well even before then Jeff had been complaining that he didn’t feel well. And didn’t know what to do. By Friday he came home and I admit he didn’t look too good so we went to the ER. He was complaining that his chest hurt and had a lump in his throat.

The time we checked in and the time we sat down. We had to get up again because we were called that fast. I think because Jeff said his chest hurt. They worked fast in the beginning.

They worked fast to rule out heart attack. They took blood to rule out other things. Jeff had to get an x-ray of his chest. It’s cool they gave us a print out of his x-ray. They ruled out a lot of things. Found out he was really dehydrated. They gave him I think it was three bags of solution which took the longest. We were there at five and didn’t leave to almost nine.

Since we were there so long ugh I was in so much pain when we got home. My foot! I couldn’t take off my shoes or put my foot up. It was swollen and painful all that night. Sleeping wasn’t really a thing that night because of the pain and nothing seemed to helped.

However I am glad he is okay though. I was so worried.