Well going back and forth and back and forth forever. I told Chrissy your house to celebrate mom’s birthday without Corey. Seriously took forever, she couldn’t make up her mind. She wanted to see me but also mom. At first, just everybody doing things with mom on our own time till just getting together. UGH! I had to make the decision. So seeing mom on Saturday.

I have a problem with my feet. They are swollen from still being stung by the yellow jackets. Can’t get in to see my doctor no matter how many times I call because of covid. So now I have to wait a month when I see him for my physical which isn’t till Oct 7. I told myself still going to do what I want and have to rest at night. I can’t be just sitting around forever. I can walk it’s a little painful but not too bad till nighttime. I need to get moving. If it does get really really bad I can go to the walk-in clinic but still, I feel like I can wait. It’s all I can really do anyways. I know what they are going to say gotta see my doctor. Well I can’t he is booked and I am considered not urgent so….yeah. Fuck the healthcare system.