Monday was my bday! I am 42. Jeff and I went to eat Mexican food, then I had Dunkin coffee and we went shopping. It was fun!
My sister in law gave me a gift card for Dunkin. Which she has never had done that before. I guess that visit did something. Very grateful. On top of that April bought me a kindle book called :The Stranger Upstairs. It’s a ghost story. That was super nice of her! Then I got money from my parents. Who doesn’t like money! All in all I had a great birthday.
Where’s spring? It was nice and all the snow melted then it snowed and now we have snow again.
Been having trouble with my sleeping machine mask. It’s sort of frustrating. Thankfully everyone has been helpful and trying to help me trying to find the best mask for me. What sucks is I only have 30 days to do so. Been struggling with sleep with that.
Oh my mom said Adam lost his job. She told me to write him a message to say I am sorry you lost your job. I refused. If he wanted me to know he would have told me. My mom tells me he’s still my brother. True but not a close one, not anymore. I don’t want someone like him in my life right now. Maybe if he grows up and wants to reconnect but now no. Oh well.
Other than that nothing else going on.
I can’t believe it! My YouTube channel has been gaining subs. I am happy! I went from 4 to 44! Just in the matter of a couple of weeks! I have been review all Elvis movies and it has brought some people to my channel. Crazy! Finding people who love old movies too is neat!
My night sleeping hasn’t been the best. I wake up tired then I am tired all day. It really sucks. I got my cpap machine and I am allergic to the mask. Right now I am on the 3rd option to see if my face doesn’t react to it. First the silicone gave me a wound on my face. Then the foam option gave me a break out on the other side of my face. Now I am going with what they call the snuggie. It a different material that will go around the piece the goes around my nose to see how that works. If that doesn’t work then I am going to try a full mask on my face. If that doesn’t work I am done. I hope it works because I got the best sleep when it works.
I finished another stocking. I don’t know who is getting this one but it’s done.
This took a bit because I wanted to add my flare to it. On to the next stocking.
It’s official my brother Adam has cut me out of his life. I honestly was waiting for it. It’s all on him and now our relationship is non existent. I don’t why this is in my mind. I shouldn’t care and I don’t but I do at the same time. (Shrugs) Oh well.
I dyed my hair blue. In real like it’s more blue purple. It’s the new Artic Fox color Caitlyn. I love it!
Tuesday was fun….not really. It was -14F. I had an appointment but for reals couldn’t start the car! I have never missed an appointment in my adult life before. First time. I had call quickly to reschedule and I am happy they let me because it was in like 10 minutes before my appointment would have started. Usually they don’t let you and you are charged for it.
On Friday is my dad’s 70th birthday! Crazy to think my dad is 70. Happy birthday dad!
It’s the new year again. Jeff got sick then I got sick. However it was a little cold for me. I was well in 4 days.
I am back on the weight loss band wagon again. I gained some weight during vacation and then I wasn’t good till Jan 1. So far so good. I have been sticking to the plain. Again I will try to read more books this year. I did pretty good last year. I would like to do more writing as well. I also want to be better for my youtube channel. I want to release more videos.
This weekend I am changing my hair color again. I will put my new color next post.
It’s that time again!
I want to walk down memory lane. I miss my dad doing Santa’s voice and Adam being his elf. How fun that was, when all the kids were small. Even when dad would do Santa’s voice when I was little. My mom putting silly names on the presents like from Rudolph or from Dancer. Fun names not just from Santa or the parents. Leaving out milk and cookies for Santa. Making homemade the Christmas cookies with mom. Fun memories I didn’t think I would miss from Christmas as an adult.
This year no parents and all the kids are grown up. Went to my sister’s house for Christmas it was fun. We spent 5 hours there. We didn’t get home till 11 at night. But we had a great time. The kids were so funny! They each got money and we got them body spray as well. I picked out Bree’s gift and got her Bodycology Vanilla Whip and I just thought I like it so maybe she will will like it. She freaked out about it and was OMG THIS IS MY FAVORITE! How did you know? That made me feel good! Just guessed really. As for Drew, Jeff got him Bod spray three of them. He was like OMG I love these and I needed more! Made us happy they loved their gifts.
I dyed my hair neon green. I am not sure, I like it because it’s different but think I look better in dark hair at the same time. I didn’t have to spend any money to dye my hair as I already had everything. That’s a plus!
Taking a pic with Tex was hard! He was so hyper and wanted to play. But still got some pics. Lol! Silly!
Last Thursday was Thanksgiving and it was interesting. I am going to talk about my cousin Korrie. Found out she is the same age as me. Which would mean you would think that she would have some manners, that is not so.
She is one of those people where it’s all about me, me and me. Which normally I am fine with, more about you is better than about me. However, when they are rude! I am not okay with that. First, she made lemon cheesecake which was fine, it was huge!
My Aunt Judy has been going through a hard time. She is 83 years old. Her husband (Uncle John) who is also 83 years old had a health scare that lead him to be in the ICU for some days. He had to get a pace maker put in they day before Thanksgiving. I was surprised to see Aunt Judy at Thanksgiving. She looked really tired which is understandable! So, I was sitting at the table with Korrie, my mom, Aunt Judy, Jeff and my Aunt JoAnne. Aunt Judy asked what is this wet stuff? Korrie replies “It is curd you dork!” That was appalling to me. I couldn’t believe she said that to her. That was very disrespectful. Aunt Judy brought that up all day and Korrie was super flustered which is good because WTF Korrie!
Also, Korrie has 4 kids from 4 different me. She was cleaning the table and we were talking about her kids. My mom said “I had to raise 2 kids by myself for a while. It was hard.” Which Korrie replies I had to raise 4 kids all by myself with no help.” I didn’t know it was a contest. My mom gave the look like whatever. The way she says things isn’t right.
Then! Then! I was talking to my mom about her puppy Tank and I was talking about Tex. She had to butt in to talk about her Maine coon cats who she is breeding. Tell us about her first litter on and on. Telling us she loves cats more than dogs. Which is totally fine! But my mom and I were talking about our dogs not your cats. She really can’t read the room for sure. Some people really can’t.
Nail in the coffin as they say. Talking how she is going to school for paramedic fire fighter. Which is a amazing but how about just say how you are doing instead of bragging about it. Read the room Korrie! On and on about school and how hard it is in her 40’s to this or that.
Funny, I was just telling Jeff I rarely don’t tune people out and think of other things. But there has been times where I would think of other things, mostly what movie I want to see later or I will think about what Tex is doing right now. Jeff said he is the same! It’s rare but does happen to him too. When Korrie was speaking, I admit I totally stopped listening and was thinking how rude this person is.
That was Thanksgiving. The food was good. It was good to see Aunt Judy.
We are celebrating Christmas this Saturday with my parents. I have to say I am still mad about them going to Florida for Christmas. All my life my mom would never let us celebrate Christmas night with anyone else. We HAD to go there for Christmas night. Now, she gets to leave? I think that is so unfair.
It will be nice just us and them to celebrate. However, it’s hard to think of all the Christmas nights we had to work around because we HAD to be at my parents. It would have been cool to see Jeff’s parents for one of the Christmas nights. Now that can’t ever happened because of Jeff’s mom not being here anymore. I can’t stop thinking of that. Just sucks.
I am grateful they are still here that we can still see them and celebrate with them.