Life

I have been dealing with my tooth since last year. AND of course it started to hurt when eating. “They” said save the tooth! Get a root canal done. “They said.” Well all that pain and all the pills. I physically couldn’t handle it anymore. The antibiotics I have been on since March. My body is like no more!

I called the endodontist last Thursday. He wanted to put me back on antibiotics. I told them it actually hurts worst then before the root canal. He said time for it to come out.

I at first really wanted to keep it but not for all the months of pain and antibiotics. They got me in on Thursday so that’s good I didn’t have to be in terrible pain for long. I haven’t had a tooth extraction with a crown and root canal done in a very, very long time. So I was unsure what it would sound like.

Terrible is what it sounds like. The crown sounded like someone took a jawbreaker and smashed it on the ground. I have never had anyone take a grinding tool to split my tooth in half to take it out. It was awful! For sure the worst tooth I have ever pulled. Lots of blood.

I had the worst headache when I got home and went to bed at 8 at night. I couldn’t handle the pain I was in. On Friday my mouth was swollen. I also have little cuts and I think maybe some bruising in my cheek. It was terrible. I hope it’s the last tooth ever to come out.

I was telling Jeff in my lifetime which I am only 37. I have had 15 teeth pulled out that includes wisdom teeth. I think the average person has 32. So yeah it’s a lot. I am going to have to figure out what to do with my teeth so I can eat properly. But I can’t till next year anyways.

Remember this stuffed animal we got accidentally by our mailman? He got a new purpose. I call him Anxiety bear. I have been having bad anxiety about going to the dentist(s) for my tooth. I remember when I got Lasik and they let me hold a stuffed animal when getting the procedure done. I thought why not do that at home. So before every appointment I hold him and rub his ears and arms. My hands get really sweaty too. When I hold Anxiety bear and play with him, I can just sweat on him too. I know this sounds strange. I have to say it helped so much! I couldn’t believe it. I felt calmer when I went to the dentist. I still do breathing exercises but they weren’t really helping me, alone. Anxiety bear helps me. I don’t take it in with me but just holding him before and the car ride over has helped.

Last weekend we got our living room floor done. Wow what an improvement!

We bought this rug. It’s doggy approved.

Resident Evil 3

I beat Resident Evil 3 the other day. Now I can write my own opinions on the game.

First this game the original was the first Resident Evil game I beat. I remember spending weeks on it. I remember how scary it was with the Nemesis chasing me. Resident Evil 3 was the very first. At that point I had Resident Evil which to this day I haven’t completely beat and Resident Evil 2 which I went back and beat. But RE 3 was the first.

I was excited about this remake. I loved RE 2 remake. So this had to be just as good or better right…..

WRONG! What were they thinking making this one?

I have 2 major problems with this title. One: Nemesis. When he showed up and the running away from him in the beginning. I was laughing! Not scared. He looks so stupid! I know they were “trying” to make him look updated scary but they failed. He looks dumb. I also wanted him to say “STARS!” Way more like I remember.

Second Brad. How Brad died. He is part of S.T.A.R.S. he gets bit by a zombie. A ZOMBIE!!!!!! NOOOO!!!! In the original he dies by Nemesis. Why didn’t they keep it that way? I have a problem with him dying by a zombie. He is an elite officer and he dies by a zombie. I hate it! Brad is a coward in RE. They could have made him a hero. Sacrifice himself for Jill in this one. I don’t understand why they didn’t.

One death I don’t mind that didn’t happened was Carlos. Who does die in the original but this one he doesn’t. Then are they going to add him in the later titles? Maybe one of the movies? Many questions on why they left him alive. Does he become Jill’s friend or more….?

I know Chris and Jill. But I never saw them that way. More like BFF’s.

Isn’t Jill the strongest character as well?! She gets knocked around with the Nemesis and doesn’t die. Crazy! I just had to say that even though she is in my top 3 faves just not 1.

Wesker, Chris then Jill. Are my faves.

Back to RE 3. The chasing scenes are the hardest and scariest. I am not good at those at first. Once I got the hang of dodging then they were bearable. I didn’t know this but now I am on my second round of going through the game. The Nemesis seems more aggressive. Didn’t know you could make him madder. Yikes!

Of course there are parts that I hate more than others. One is putting on the power for the station with the maze of gross bugs. I get lost in there. I still don’t like Hunters. They are still hard to kill but dodging helps.

Overall it isn’t a terrible game but it isn’t the greatest. RE 2 is better than it’s original where RE 3 the original was better.

If they do make RE 4 I hope they go with the formula of RE 2. Now RE 4 is a game I have only gotten half way through. It would be cool do actually beat it.

Games from the Resident Evil franchise would be cool if they remade. Code Veronica. I want a remake of that. It’s one of my favorite story lines and favorite book from the series.

Resident Evil Outbreak. That I have to say the one I played the most! There was a squeal but the first was the best.

Life

Last weekend we decided to paint before putting down the floor. So if any paint gets on the floor no big deal. We painted the hallway and one closet. It went from white to tan which is the same color as our living room.

Was supposed to do flooring this weekend. But I got a sinus infection been sick all week. Starting to feel better but not totally myself. Seems like the floor is just never going to get done. Even though I know it will.

Life

Getting ready to do some floors this weekend! Finally no more garbage floors. Excited to get some work done as well. I have been feeling like a slouch since Jeff works from home. The disadvantage of living in a small home.

Was worried that Jeff would be unemployed because a lot more people got laid off this week. But he gets to keep his job. Our lock down has been extended to May 26.

Pictures to follow what we get done this weekend.

Life

Yesterday April 9 I went to get my root canal done. I was so nervous! I haven’t had a root canal in probably over 10 years. I had nothing to be nervous about but I couldn’t stop my body from shivering with nerves. I think at this point my nerves are shot from being nervous all the time going to doctors and dentists. I think next time I will bring stress all to keep my hands busy. Like when I had Lasik surgery. That helped.

The doctor did give me some more antibiotics which I hate and some pain meds. I made a mistake and took benadryl with the pain meds and they interacted. I was so itchy last night and didn’t sleep. I googled it and it said NOT to take it with the pain meds. Oops! At least now I know.

The doctor told that a normal tooth has 3 roots. Mine had 5! So he had to do extra work. Now it’s just sore but now I can eat normally. Since February have been dealing with tooth and now it’s fixed. I am happy! I have to see the dentist one more time and I am free!

I have finished my second giraffes:

Life

Finally getting my tooth fix this Thursday! Then I can really be a hermit in my home. I won’t be in terrible pain anymore.

Friday April 3, Jeff and I went to Costco and I have to say a good job Costco. The first store we have been in that is taking Covid-19 seriously. We had to wait six feet apart from going to the register and they wipe down everything before the next customer. I saw a lot of customers with mask and gloves which I also had on as well.

There has only been one case nearby and that person is in quarantine. There has only been one case near April as well. I worry about her since she works at Walmart.

I am doing a series of giraffes cross stitch patterns. So far I completed this one:

Life

Wisconsin is now in lockdown till April 24. That means Jeff has to stay home and work. Which he has taken over my office. Everything has changed. It’s strange to not hear all the traffic during the day or see people walking or biking down the street. This also means I have to wait to get my tooth done. I just hope it will be okay and not get more infected otherwise I will have to find a clinic to take it out.

We went to the Pharmacy the other day. I wore rubber gloves because I knew I had to touch the card reader machine. Everyone was looking at me like I was a freak. Also this guy had his baby just out in the open. No one was practicing social distancing either. These are serious times. People need to understand this.

Then we went to Walmart and surprisingly there weren’t that many people there. Also, they had toilet paper and some other paper products. I was surprised. We didn’t feel the panic either like before.

Today my dad retires! Yay! Too bad they can’t celebrate but glad they are home. I would be really worried about them if they went on that cruise.

Do Not Panic

My birthday was a mixed bag this year. First my teeth. I have said before how my teeth just hurt. I went to the dentist three times in the last two weeks. She kept saying that my bite is off and shaving down my teeth. I was thinking about it and had a gut feeling that wasn’t right to me. But I figured she is the dentist she knows right…

Covid-19 is here in Wisconsin and nearby. There has been a couple of cases. Not in our small town but in the bigger cities. Which of course is causing PANIC! We went to a couple of places in Green Bay. First, we went to Costco so many people. They didn’t have any toilet paper but tissue they did. I said well can always flush those. Lol! Then everyone started taking the tissue. They didn’t have a lot of food either which was strange to see. Then we went to Woodman’s and bare shelves. They say do not panic but then you see that. Everyone was panicking and you could feel the anxiety in the air. Also here is funny, there were lines so far out. And Jeff and I just picked one. This woman was yelling at everyone the line starts back there. We were like no we staying. We went to a line that you had to bag yourself and those lines where short because apparently, it’s too hard to bag yourself.

So now that Covid-19 is here it’s hard to see the dentist. I called the dentist on Monday and got “We will have to call you back.” All-day I waited for that call that never came. I thought of how unprofessional that was. Even if they didn’t know when I could have come in they could have called back and said we don’t know yet let you know soon. The next day I called again and got the same response. Finally, in the afternoon, the dentist told me to take some medicine which she will call in and get a nightguard to wear. I was like this OH HELL NO! I didn’t feel that was right. Something was going on in my mouth and it was hurting so badly.

Jeff told me that his co-worker recommended his dentist. I called over there and they said they could see me that day which was my birthday. I went to see him and he so mattered of factly which I like and told me….something I had a feeling of but didn’t really want to hear. I have an infected tooth which by the way I asked my other dentist if it was an infection and she said no. I told her it felt like an infection and she said it wasn’t.

Also, it’s a tooth I just paid off. I just had a crown done on it and now it has to come out. Let’s just say I was way pissed leaving the dentist office. This dentist said he would have never covered it and that’s what she did. She covered an infected tooth. So grinding down my teeth for nothing which my teeth are already so bad. Thanks for nothing.

However I got to eat Mexican food on my birthday. Jeff went and got take out because that’s all you can get right now. And he got me a piece of cheesecake too. It was so yummy.

Even though it was a mix bag birthday it wasn’t too bad. Already my mouth is feeling better from the medicine.

Let’s talk Covid-19. I have been keeping myself informed even before it made it’s way to Wisconsin. I panicked but I think everyone should panic for at least one day. Have a breakdown, cry, scream or freak out. But only do this for one day. After that day calm down. Think. And be informed of what’s actually going on. Don’t watch local news or major news. Watch Youtube. See videos of the why or even the how. Listen. Listen to the radio and understand.

This virus isn’t going to discriminate if you are old or young or even where you live. It affects us all and how we all live. I agree with most. I agree it’s a human disease. I have seen the panic in the Asian Americans in the store. That shouldn’t be and that’s on all of us. Like I said this is a human disease it doesn’t matter what race you are. It’s sad that it’s being told in that narrative.

I think we should be cautious but not to the point of singling people out. I think we should have what we need but don’t go to the extreme. It’s scary I know. All I can say give yourself a day to panic. Then get back up and continue your life. You are important. Your life is important. You may have someone who depends on you whether it’s your child/children or even your fur babies. It could be your partner but most importantly yourself. If you do feel sick, stay home. If it gets bad go the doctor and get tested. But there is no point in all this chaos. It’s not just hurting you, it hurts all of us as well in the long run.

Happy Birthday

Today is my birthday! I am 37 years old. Today is going to be a very low key birthday. I can’t go anywhere to celebrate it because of Covid-19. Everything is closing and that makes me worry about what’s to come. They say don’t worry but it’s hard not too.

I am going to celebrate it at home. I asked Jeff if he would make chili and so that’s what we will have. I also get to pick what movie we watch. I haven’t decided what yet.

Happy birthday to me!

Life

I have been having terrible tooth pain. Which is the worse pain ever in my own opinion. I went to the dentist on Tuesday and they grind some of my teeth because the dentist said my bite was off. Well…I was in even more pain on Wednesday. On Thursday I went back to the dentist. She did the same thing. She said because I missing so many teeth that my teeth are starting to move causing my bite to be off. So I hope this helps it and I no longer have anymore pain.

Speaking of dentist found out the implant I want this year is just too expensive. Ugh! So I am unsure what I am going to do with my teeth.

This Sunday we are driving April to Mayo. I am a little worried about the all the germs we will encounter. There will be a lot of hand washing.

Also Tuesday is my 37 birthday. April is taking me out for Mexican food while we go to Mayo. YAY!!! That will be fun!