I can’t believe it’s May already! Wow, January was so slow but now it’s so fast!

Jeff hurt is back and I have been cooking. Me! I mean I can cook but I really don’t like too. I made chili for the first time in my life and Jeff said it was better than his. WOW! No way! So now I have to make the chili but that’s great.

This is a healing cap that was supposed to stay in my mouth when I got my screw placed. Fell out on Easter and scared me because I just had done eating. I am glad I didn’t swallow it. This time around my mouth has been very sore. I got a bruise on my face and where he put in the nonvaccine in my mouth as shots have been sore. It’s been a bit on the horrible even more so eating. I had this put back in my mouth and all over again soreness.

On Easter we watched the Ten Commandments which is significant because we haven’t watched that since Jeff’s mom died. So it was good to watch it again.

We dyed eggs:

Sunday is Easter and April’s birthday. I feel bad she has to spend it with her family. They are so terrible to her. Her family inflicts emotional and mental abuse upon her. She deserves none of that. I feel for her. I wish she didn’t have to spend her birthday with those awful people. Yet she will still go no matter what. Poor April my friend. I hope she will be okay, I know she is stubborn and tough. I will talk to her when she is done with them.

I didn’t really think about Elvis till now. Since, I am doing reviews on all Elvis movies, how passionate people are about Elvis. I should have thought about it more but for whatever reason didn’t. However mostly positive comments on my review videos and gaining subscribers which is cool! I started with 5 in January and for three years to 186 now! Awesome! I am aware I’ll probably lose subscribers after my Elvis movies but it’s still fun.

My sister started a YouTube channel and it’s not very good. Her is all shorts and about talking publicly but she’s trying too hard. First, she has a filter that makes her face look strange. She claims she used it because she is 50. But it makes her face look unnatural. Also, all the prep like learning how to gain subs fast. I am like listen I have been doing YouTube for 3 years and only had 5 subs for all that time. Year 4 different of course but you can’t gain subs like that. Just got to keep going.

I did say just do what you think you like and want to do for a long time. For me I love old movies and learning about them is fun! I know what she is trying to do, make that money off YouTube it’s harder than you think. She loves TikTok but no one knows if it’s going to be around. TikTok and YouTube are completely different. What works on TikTok doesn’t really translate to YouTube.

We celebrated birthdays again last Saturday. We made Milena cry but in a good way. We got her an angel snow globe and she loved it. I got mugs and four leaf clover necklace. It is really pretty.

This Saturday is more birthdays. Lol! With my sister and family. That will be fun.

We are still getting snow. WHY???!!!

I am still gaining YouTube subs which is cool! Got some nasty comments but mostly positive.

Monday was my bday! I am 42. Jeff and I went to eat Mexican food, then I had Dunkin coffee and we went shopping. It was fun!

My sister in law gave me a gift card for Dunkin. Which she has never had done that before. I guess that visit did something. Very grateful. On top of that April bought me a kindle book called :The Stranger Upstairs. It’s a ghost story. That was super nice of her! Then I got money from my parents. Who doesn’t like money! All in all I had a great birthday.

Where’s spring? It was nice and all the snow melted then it snowed and now we have snow again.

Been having trouble with my sleeping machine mask. It’s sort of frustrating. Thankfully everyone has been helpful and trying to help me trying to find the best mask for me. What sucks is I only have 30 days to do so. Been struggling with sleep with that.

Oh my mom said Adam lost his job. She told me to write him a message to say I am sorry you lost your job. I refused. If he wanted me to know he would have told me. My mom tells me he’s still my brother. True but not a close one, not anymore. I don’t want someone like him in my life right now. Maybe if he grows up and wants to reconnect but now no. Oh well.

Other than that nothing else going on.

I can’t believe it! My YouTube channel has been gaining subs. I am happy! I went from 4 to 44! Just in the matter of a couple of weeks! I have been review all Elvis movies and it has brought some people to my channel. Crazy! Finding people who love old movies too is neat!

My night sleeping hasn’t been the best. I wake up tired then I am tired all day. It really sucks. I got my cpap machine and I am allergic to the mask. Right now I am on the 3rd option to see if my face doesn’t react to it. First the silicone gave me a wound on my face. Then the foam option gave me a break out on the other side of my face. Now I am going with what they call the snuggie. It a different material that will go around the piece the goes around my nose to see how that works. If that doesn’t work then I am going to try a full mask on my face. If that doesn’t work I am done. I hope it works because I got the best sleep when it works.

I finished another stocking. I don’t know who is getting this one but it’s done.

This took a bit because I wanted to add my flare to it. On to the next stocking.

It’s official my brother Adam has cut me out of his life. I honestly was waiting for it. It’s all on him and now our relationship is non existent. I don’t why this is in my mind. I shouldn’t care and I don’t but I do at the same time. (Shrugs) Oh well.

I dyed my hair blue. In real like it’s more blue purple. It’s the new Artic Fox color Caitlyn. I love it!

Tuesday was fun….not really. It was -14F. I had an appointment but for reals couldn’t start the car! I have never missed an appointment in my adult life before. First time. I had call quickly to reschedule and I am happy they let me because it was in like 10 minutes before my appointment would have started. Usually they don’t let you and you are charged for it.

On Friday is my dad’s 70th birthday! Crazy to think my dad is 70. Happy birthday dad!