I am depressed. Ugh, it sucks so much. I am sad and upset.

On Monday I had a dental appointment with reg. dentist and Jeff had one at the same time. We had to get our cleaning done. WELL, I was so much in pain, I couldn’t stop crying. Jeff called ahead of time to let them know I was in so much pain. We get there and they take Jeff first then me. I was in tears because of my tooth which had the root canal on. I begged him to take it out and he refused.

In fact, he talked to me like a child. I HATE THAT! Why do doctors do that? It’s one of my pet peeves about doctors. I am not a child don’t speak to me like that. He did, the first time he did. We argued and I said what am I going to do? I am in a lot of pain!

He told me that I needed to see a neurologist because he couldn’t find anything wrong with it. I called a neurologist in my insurance plan and talked to this lady. She said it doesn’t sound like a neuro problem. WTF!!! That I would need a referral which I know my dentist will provide but ugh. So, I got in contact with the endodontics and he gave me pills to see if it was an infection.

The whole dentist thing I can’t stop thinking about it. How he treated me with no sympathy. All he did was numb me up again which was fine. He did give me some pain pills which didn’t help and antibiotics so he did help that way though I didn’t take the antibiotics because the endodontics gave me some to take. So, I have to see if I feel better. I get really depressing thoughts when I am in a lot of pain.

Monday and Tuesday all I did was cry. I was in pain and nothing I took helped. Except I found CBD works. Been taking that for the pain but down side it relaxes me. It makes me sleepy. I hope this works or otherwise I will have to see the neurologist. This could take more weeks and I have been in pain for 3 weeks already.

So much PAIN! Sunday I was in pain then Monday I was in more pain, Tuesday I was crying I was in so much pain! I had a huge toothache like I have never had! That is saying something to me. I couldn’t do anything on Tuesday because was in so much pain! No over-the-counter pills worked. My jaw was in the most pain. My head felt like it was in a vice! The biggest headache I have had in a long time. Even my eyes and nose hurt.

Thankfully the dentist could see me on Tuesday. When I got there I told him how I haven’t slept in 2 days and I am in the worst pain ever! He was so nice about it too. I begged him please, please take it out and he was like okay. He had some other patients that day he had to take care of first. So after he saw me, Jeff and I bumped around Green Bay for about an hour then I went back. He asked if I wanted to see him on Friday and I take pain pills and antibiotics. I told him no. Please I need to not be in this amount of pain. So that’s why I came back.

When I came back I asked if I could see the tooth he is about to pull. He was like sure! You can even have it. I was surprised by that answer. Because usually I do get to keep it but last time in 2020 the last dentist said I couldn’t even have it or see it because it was hazardous material. Which I didn’t understand because it was just in my mouth. Be warned I am going to post my tooth. lol! I think it’s cool to see. Of course, I won’t keep it. I like to look at it and then throw it away. I told Jeff damn I should have kept them all and made a bracelet. I was joking of course! ROFL!

I find it fascinating to see the tooth. This one had a root canal in it. I was wondering if it would break and it didn’t so that was good. This is also the last root canal tooth in my mouth.

He asked after the tooth was pulled if I wanted to be numb for longer so if I wanted to go sleep it wouldn’t hurt and I would have been taking some over-the-counter meds to help with the swelling. I said yes and now I wish I said no. Instead of being numb for longer, the only thing that was numb for a long time was my lips. My tongue and jaw became un-numb at first. It was a strange feeling.

My dentist is a rockstar! I thought that I could get an implant this year but found out I couldn’t even though I had already started the process. I was stuck paying for what I had done out of pocket. Which was doable with our flex spend we get from insurance every year. But still sucked though.

He told me that he felt bad. That if he would have known he wouldn’t have pushed it to get it done. I told him it was my fault and I should have checked further with insurance. Because my partial counts and taking care of the problem. He said still he felt bad about it and that he was going to give me a good faith discount. I only had to pay half of what I owed! LIKE DAMN MY DENTIST IS A ROCKSTAR! I have never had that in a dentist before.

If anyone who lives in WI and needs a dentist. Check out Titletown dental in Green Bay. They are amazing people. The dentist is a rockstar!