Fourth of July came and went. Alice looked really depressed and understandable getting a divorce. She told her kids call dad when you get a chance and her son said “I am NOT calling him”. Sad that there has to be riff too. It was nice to see them though. Jared wasn’t wearing his ring. He so wanted to be a husband. I hope one day he can find his person and Alice too.

It was hot on Friday. We all were sweaty and complaining how hot it was. We got to hang out with Tank. Everyone wants to see the dog. It was a strange day. No one asked me to play poker with them. People didn’t really want to talk about anything. It just seemed like people wanted to leave and not be there which I never felt any time before at any family get togethers.