I got to hang out with my mom on Wed. We went out to eat and went to the huge sale at Herrschners. It was fun. Here is my haul:
It is done. Our house and we love it!
Before:

After:

We love it so much!
IT’S DONE! YAY! I am beyond happy with it!
Hubby took a video of it because it’s too big to put into pictures. He added music too. It’s great!
I am in love with it! This video does it justice as I can’t see all of it just by looking down.
This was super painful and I was happy to have it end. Wade the tattooer told me I was AMAZING! Lol! I didn’t swear or take a lot of breaks. I only took one break and endure the rest. It was the most painful ever! Wade said I could really get any tattoo anywhere because you know some tattoos are really painful like this one because I did a great job enduring it.
It’s weeping a lot! Every time I had it done it weeped. Because this is bigger it’s weeping a lot that is normal. I can’t wait for it to be healed. It’s gonna be so cool!
Next Wednesday I can’t wait to get my tattoo all finished! I am so excited to end the process. I can’t wait to see it all done.
I can’t believe it’s going to be June. Going to hang out with my mom to go crafting one full day! Which is one of my favorite things to get and look at. Something else to look forward to.
Okay, one more thing. Next week Jeff and I will almost be done with getting the house ready for the builders to come and change the outside of our house. We, also get new windows! I am excited.
I finished another YouTube video:
Mother’s Day went good. I made these flowers for my Mom, sister, and sister-in-law.
Chrissy really loved these. She was like how long did it take you? WOW! I love these. I think she thanked me a million times, which surprised me. That day was a good day.
I am all the better from my rashes which whew I thought I would have to see a dermatologist. I am glad I do not have to. I am getting another implant in July. I am looking forward to it and I am looking forward to finishing my tattoo.
Made up with my sister so Mother’s Day is back on. It was good we could move
passed it like adults.
My legs! Sunday, I went back to Urgent Care. I got another round of pills. I
was debating on seeing a dermatologist because I figured skin, they know skin.
But now I think I will wait. I think my legs got extremely dry. They felt very
scaly. I got Aquaphor and wow this stuff has helped me so much! I really wished
I did this first before going back the 3rd time but at least now I can
get some relief. Also, I am able to sleep which is so important. I was not a
happy person because I couldn’t sleep because of my legs.
We went to Ulta Beauty on Tuesday because I had to go to the dentist to make a
plan for another implant. I wanted to get my mom a gift card for there. I have
only been in Ulta one time with my mom. I don’t know, I thought it was going
to be fun to look around. I was wrong! This place actually gave me anxiety and I
was having a wonderful day. First of all, the smells were all perfume mixed
together literally burning my eyes. I felt like I didn’t belong there. I
wanted to look at the makeup but just couldn’t. I felt so anxious there. So,
crazy! We just got the gift card and left. I never want to go back there again.
This week was NOT a great week.
As you know I got my tattoo but I got a tattoo rash which I found is common. On April 27 I went to Urgent Care and I got antibiotics. Well, I got a really bad allergic reaction and broke out all over my body. May 3 I went to the ER. It was so insane. Since April 27 I have not slept well and so very tired. Then I thought about going back to the doctor again because even in the ER they pumped me full of drugs my legs itched and burned still. However, I decided to wait it out and I am glad I did. My legs are starting to look better. Still a bit itchy and I have to take Benadryl but my tattoo is no longer hot to the touch. I am happy about that.
I got into a huge argument with my sister. I am not proud of it. Just all about Mother’s Day. I hate Mother’s Day. I don’t understand why I have to plan Mother’s Day. I was just so upset with my sister and the things she said. Adam never helps the situation. Always have to play peacemaker and that makes me more upset. But it worked out in the end. I talked to Chrissy and we worked it out. Now all is right in my world again.
Today Ken and Milenna are coming over. Jeff is starting his classic car up. It hasn’t been started up I think he said 20 or 25 years. Something like that. A really long time. So, that will be cool.
On Sunday we are visiting my parents and bringing them lunch. We are going to hang out with them to see how they are doing.
Wednesday, April 19 went to get my tattoo finished which I thought but didn’t turn out that way. In my mind, I thought maybe a slight fade in the background, maybe some shadow zombies. But DAMN!!! Wade outdid himself. He drew up this badass background that I so wanted! Now I will have 3 Resident Evil references which I love!
Here it is so far also Tex photo-bombed me lol!
OMG! I am so happy with it so much! It’s not done but damn this time hurt so badly too! Okay so of course the Emblem on the hazmat lady and the zombie girl are the references you can see right now. There will be another later. AHHHH!! I am in love with it! Can’t wait to get it all finished. Will see Wade at the end of May to finish. So far I spent 14 hours total getting this tattoo.
Last Wed April 5th was a long day! I went to Triumph Tattoo in Green Bay to start my tattoo. It took about an hour to really hold down what I really wanted. Wade was awesome! He really honed in on what I wanted the tattoo to be. It was a lot harder than I thought too. A LOT of details I didn’t think of for the tattoo.
We spent 8 hours there that day. I was sore! Worth it! Here is the first part of my tattoo!
The hand holding the bat is my hand! He took pics of me holding a bat. I think that is cool! Also, it’s original. Of course not finished yet. Got to add some things and going to have a background. Next Wed. April 19 it will be finished. This is everything I wanted! Zombies killer lady and Resident Evil. I can’t wait till next week to see how it will look all done.
I have finished project 2! Yay!
The pic really doesn’t do it justice but I can say that I finished them! I will turn them into magnets and then give them away for Christmas, on to the next project.
Next Wednesday I am going to start my tattoo! I am excited and nervous at the same time.
I am trying to stay positive this year. Been hard sometimes but I need to get back on track with that. Sometimes my family still brings me down because they don’t care to know about me more. It makes me sad. It seems they are all in their own world and I know that happens. Even more so Adam and my mom. It’s ALWAYS about them, all the time. They can make me feel unimportant and it really sucks. However, I am going to try hard to not let them bring me down this year. I know I have said this time and time again. I am only human. I will try and try and if I am not trying then what is the point? That’s why this year I am going to keep myself busy and not be so lazy about things.